no more

Jesse: she's telling me everything..I'm so proud of her and so in love. i can see that madness and darkness lingering under her fragile surface. my fingers itched with the urge to stroke her cheek but she would probably break. her eyes were bright but tears were beginning to fall without her notice. well she probably knew she was crying but wanted to seem strong. I've always watched her and wondered what she was thinking. then i finally took the chance and talked to her. she seemed happy but also utterly depressed. i wanted needed to help her. when we first kissed i felt a series of happy explosions in my heart. nobody has ever made me feel that way only Devon well destiny but i know how she feels about that name. when i gave her that name that had been circling around my brain for the longest time she was so happy. it made me feel amazing to be the one to make her happy and put a smile on that beautiful face. the one that her trifling father scarred and bruised. he used her and hurt her i was going to erase all of that.she deserves so much better and I'm the one that will give her better. I've loved her since i first saw her walking down the school halls. my love deepened and grew as i got to know her and see who she really was. I'm not a psychologist but I'm someone that cares deeply about her. i always will.this love i feel will never fade away and I'm going to be her protector.

i promise to never let her father touch her again. or anyone that wants to bring harm her way. "Devon?" "Yes Jesse?" "I'm so sorry for all that has happened to you. I'm going to be there for you no matter what i promise. and i need you to know that..." her eyes got wide and i got lost in them my thoughts went out the window and she was all that was there. i leaned forward and kissed her before my mind could tell me to stop. her hands were on my face, my hands around her waist this was the first time i had ever been close to someone. i laid her down on the bed and continued to shower her with kisses. my hands traveled from her waist to her stomach then to her chest i just wanted to touch every part of her. have her touch every part of me, i needed us to be together as one. "NO! NO MORE! STOP!" she screamed. i immediately jumped off of her and pressed myself against the wall. "I'm sorry Devon I'm so sorry."